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[03 Nov 2005|02:46pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Stop drooling!! :P Look what I’m getting!! Cam Its the newest one Logitech has out. *does happy dance* Whether or not I’m going to keep my old one..I don’t know. I sold some stuff on ebay to buy it and I may just put the other one on it too or just have two cams on here…I don’t know!! post comment

[22 Oct 2005|05:40pm] [ mood | bored ] Ok, funny thing happened today. I'm sittin here doing whatever and I heard my grandma yelling "Laurie!! come here! Hurry!! Hurry!!" So I'm running downstairs as fast as I can all scared thinking theres something terrible happening to her or something. I see her standing in her door way she's looking at pointing at something and she says there's a lizard in the house. It's this itty bitty thing, where it came from or how it got in the house, Lord knows. I tried to catch it and pick it up since I'm not afraid to do things like that but it goes it into grandma's room and she's up on the bed hollering. Little bugger was fast. I go get the broom and dust pan and try to get it out of under the bed and grandma runs into the living room. i finally catch it and tell her and she yells. "What are you yelling for?" "I don't know" lol Robin came over the other day. I know I've talked about him before so you should know that I hate that he comes over without calling but he did. So I'm standing outside talking to him..not happy. He says he brought something for me and pulls out the tiny gold watch. No box or nothing. I laughed at it cause that thing was not going to fit my wrist. He tries to put it on me and it barely fit. I asked him where he got it but he didn't really answer and then he tells me he brought me a snack and pulls out these crackers with cheese. Again I'm laughing and told him to keep them. I wasn't trying to be mean but you would have done the same thing..trust me. My aunt pulls up so he says he's gonna go cause I have company. I show my grandma the watch and I'm fixing the time on it and I check it like 5 minutes later and the thing doesn't even work. So I'm like this dude stole off someone or found it and thought it would be sweet to give it to me. I just wish I would get the hint. I got some stuff up on EBAY if you want to take a look. post comment

[05 Oct 2005|09:28am] [ mood | cheerful ] He's gone!! *does happy dance* The stinky uncle Alex is gone. Me and grandma just had with him and his lazyness and dirtyness. It was time for him to go back where he came from. He was supposed to go back Monday which he knew and his brother have him some money so what does he go do? Takes off to have some drinks. So I go looking for him around here and look where he might be and could not find him. I was out there for like an hour looking for him. He comes home an hour later..tipsy. He didn't even come inside but sat on this chair he always sits on outside. Grandma goes outside and tells him off. If I hadn't called her she probably would ahve slapped him. But he's gone. Thank you Jesus!! I found Jimmy on myspace!! AHH! My stupid sister knew about him being on there and talked to him and never told me. I could smack her! I left him a message on there and he said he was looking for me online the day before. I got him on yahoo and add him there and we talked for like 2 hours about old friends and what were doing now. He kept complimenting me and never said a word about his wife. Here's the story with me and him. I've known him since i was 16 and we both liked each other but didn't really do anything about until we were about 18. We went out on dates but never were like officially bf and gf but we acted like it. All the girls were jealous of me cause they liked him but he liked me. HA! I was in love with this kid and sometimes I think I still am. We lost touch for a couple years cause he moved and he got married :( Like I said, he never mentioned his wife and asked me out for lunch. Of course I'm going. My brother dyed his hair! I'm not sure if I like it or not. Crazy kid post comment

viva la raza [23 Sep 2005|04:34pm] [ mood | crazy ] If you can run and play any sport while wearing chanclas....Mexican status!! If your late Tio left you a van and you turned it into a taco vending business, yes, you're a Mexican. If you pronounce words beginning with the letter "S" by putting an "E"in front of it, (estop instead of stop). big time Mexican. If you call a chair, a sher, you got it.... Mexican. If you have ever hurt yourself and your mamasita rubbed the area while chanting, "Sana, Sana, Colita de rana....." You're Mexican, big time!!! If you have your last name - in old English lettering is anywhere on car,truck, or tattooed on your back. Yes, you ARE a Mexican (proud one too!). If you refer to your wife as your ruca, or your vieja, guess what? Not only are you a Mexican, you're a cholo. If you throw a "Grito" every time you hear Vicente Fernandez, then not only are you a Mexican, but you're a drunk Mexican. If you have ever been pinched in church and been told "pobrecito de ti lloras" or "Vas a ver orita que salgamos." Yes, you're definitely a Mexican. If you grew up being called "chamaca or chamaco" ......Mexican. If you grew up scared of La Llorona, or fear the dark because of El CuCuy! Yes! Mexican! Si te persinas with a lotto ticket in your hand before every drawing. You're in the Mexican Zone!!! If you constantly refer to cereal as "con fleys" or cake as "kay-ke". You're a Mexican. If you use manteca instead of vegetable oil and can't figure out why your butt is getting bigger......You're Mexican. If you have some Tias that dress up in their prom dresses to go to a birthday party at "el parque".......You're a Mexican. If most of the houses on your block are painted bright pink, mint green, and lavender. Mexican. If you're congested and your mamasita rubbed "Bicks" into your Nostrils. You're Mexican. IF YOU DON'T NEED ANY EXPLANATIONS FOR ANY OF THE ABOVE, YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE A TRUE MEXICAN. You know you're laughing your head off. It's all in fun, so don't get "adoloridos." Just pass it on so another Mexican can laugh. post comment

[16 Sep 2005|02:14pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] I saw Jason!!! AHH! Ok, the story behind Jason. He's this guy I grew up with. Lived on the same street and went to the same school and I had this HUGE crush on him. OMG! He was this cute blonde skater white boy. I remember there was this one time when he took off this button up shirt he had on over a tshirt and put down on the sidewalk so I picked it up and ran into the house and closed the door to make him come over and get it. I hadn't seen him in years until yesterday. His family has a vacuum store and I went the to get a new roller for ours but turns out we had to by a new one. At first I didn't recongize him and then he looked at me like "i know you" he asked me "where do i know you from?" "from palm" the street we lived on. Yes like oh yeeea and we both smile all big and we just small talked and his dad come up and he remember me and said "jason isn't married" and winks. He turns red and I smile. He's still cute! Different from what I remember him but cute. post comment

[16 Sep 2005|12:48pm] [ mood | bouncy ] 1. Name: Laurie 2. Nickname: buster brown, l-boogie or just L 3. Feet size: 8 1/2 4. have pets? no 5. Age you act: my age i hope 6. Where Do You Live: northern cali! 7. Where you want to live: right where i'm at 9. How many older siblings: i'm the oldest 10. Favorite Salad Dressing: Ranch 11. Ever gone skinny dipping? no 12. What are you watching? nothing 13. Last person you talked to: lisa 14. Favorite movie: goonies 15. Book: don't know 16. Favorite Type of music: old school 7. Favorite types of cars: anything nice? 18. Favorite Saying: whatever's clever trevor 19. Favorite Fast Food: long john silvers 20. Favorite Ice Cream: jamoca almond fudge 21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: don't drink 22. When Do You Go To Sleep: when i can't keep my eyes open 23. Most Embarrassing Moment: in 8th grade during PE I was picked to get on a team and when I stood up i farted 24. Stupidest Person you know: i don't know anyone stupid 25. Funniest Person you know: my sister 26. Favorite holiday: christmas 27. Favorite Food: pizza 28. Favorite Song: cross movement - closer to you 29. Favorite Television Show: desperate housewives 30. Favorite Radio Station: radio sucks 31. Favorite junk food: ice cream 32. Favorite happy love song: umm..iono 33. Favorite Drink: grape juice 34. Favorite article of clothing: jeans 35. Favorite Animal: killer whale +||SECTION TWO: Have You Ever 1. Done Drugs: nope 2. Run Away From Home: no 3. Hit A Girl : haha yes 4. Lied: yeah 5. Stolen Anything: yeah 6. Broken A Bone: no 7. Cheated On A Test: Yes 8. Cheated On A girlfriend/boyfriend: no 9. Gotten Drunk: no 10. Been With Two guys/girls At Once: nope, not into that 11. Been In The Hospital: yeah 12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes 13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: no 14. Gone to Church: yup 15. Never Slept During the Night: no 16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: Yeah 17. Been to a camp: yeah 18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: no 19. Saw anybody die: yeah, my grandpa :( 20. Gone a week w/out TV: 2 days the most 21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: eww no 22. Broken something valuable: no 23. if yes what: 24. Streaked the streets: no 25. Screamed at someone for no reason: no 26. Said something you didn’t mean: yeah 27. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: yup 28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: yeah 29. Pulled a prank? yup 30. Made fun of someone? yeah but not to be mean 31. Rejected someone? many times +||SECTION FIVE:What is? 1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: my memory is too short term 2. Your most prized possesion: my guitar 3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: music 4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: cereal 5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: pork chops 6. Your Favorite Slow Song: +||LOVE 1. Would you rather love or be loved? be loved 2. have you ever cried over anyone of the oposite sex? yeah 3. do u have a "type" of person u always go after: someone with a good personality 4. want someone u don't have right now? yeah 5. are u lonely right now? a little 6. ever afraid u'll never get married? no 7. do u want to get married? Yes 8. do u want kids? sometimes i'm not sure +||FAVORITES 1. room in house: my den if that's what you want to call it 3. memory: too many 4. day of the week: Friday 5. color: pink 6. perfume or cologne: hmm.. 7. flower: don't have one 8. month: Dec 9. season: winter +||In the last 48 hours have you.. 1. cried: no 2. bought something: no 3. gotten sick: no 5. hugged someone: yeah 6. kissed someone: no 7. fought with your parents: no 8. had a lot of sleep: yeah post comment

[01 Sep 2005|11:35am] I want Alex to move out already. From the day he has moved here he's been nothing but stress. He's not a very clean man and it's not that I like talking bad about people but gee. This is my grandma's brother just incase you didn't know, he's 70 some years old and he was a drunk for a long time but he won't take a shower unless you tel him to, he'll put his trash when he's outside in the freak plants! Now to the bathroom..this man cannot for any reason hit the toilet. I'm always having to wash the rug. Then there's his room. ICK! It smells like a urinal and that's no exageration. This man pees out the window and lately he's been going it in his trash can. We keep finding out because we go in there to see how dirty it has the room. Grandma and I have really cleaned twice already. It's like why can't he keep it clean himself. I'm not going to go into detail about his room, I'm sure you get the picture. I saw again yesterday that he had peed in his garbage can and told my grandma about it and she went out then and just about told him off and told him if he can't be right then he needs to find some where else to live. It was about time she told him that and he know she feels bad because he's her brother but he can't be doing things he does. I feel so bad for the people down south that got hit by the hurricane. I don't know what I would do if my whole city was under water and lose everything that I worked for or that was given to me especially when it comes to things that are memories. I just thank God we don't get weather like that here. 1 comment|post comment

[23 Aug 2005|11:25am] [ mood | frustrated ] I have had three dumb butts IM me today. One asking if he can get in the shower with me. Eww! I've chatted with this guy maybe twice. Don't know what he looks like or what his name is. I told him no and he asked me why not? and i said are you stupid why would i? then he says why wouldn't i? i told him not to be stupid and he just said ok and stopped talking. Then I get some kid asking if I have a man of course i don't unfortunately. He goes "maybe I can be your man" I don't think I've laughed harder. He asks me why I laughed and I said first you're too young and i don't know you and you know nothing about me. Where do these guys come from!? Don't their mama's teach them better these days? Good lord! 1 comment|post comment

[14 Aug 2005|08:29am] [ mood | aggravated ] I have updated here in ages..I know. I finally got to see Jazz yesterday. We’ve been trying to make some time to get together but something always comes up. She was supposed to come over last Thursday but I had to call her and tell her not to come over because I wasn’t feeling good. I felt sooo bad but I told her I wasn’t just making an excuse for her not to come over cause she knows how much I want to see her. This is a girl who is like sister to me so don’t get getting the wrong idea. The scary thing about us two is that we’re soo much alike. We think alike and we even have the get the same stomach problems. I think one of us got put with the wrong mom. She's going to come over hopefully on Tuesday and help me finish decorating my room. She's all into interior design and got a degree in it so I'm going to trust her with my room. Right now its leopard print stuff whether I'm going to change that or keep it and just finish I don't know yet. Robin came by the other day when I was laying down to take a nap. I got up when I heard the door bell ring to see who it was out the window. I told my grandma to tell him I was taking a nap and she very nicely did, she knows I don’t like the kid, he can’t seem to get that through his head. He’s a nice guy and all but not at all my type and he knows I don’t like him and nothing I tell him seems to get through his dread locked head. What’s it going to take for him to get that? I’ve told him straight out that I don’t love him, I’m not going to marry him and I don’t remotely like him that way and I feel bad that I have to say it but he just doesn't get it. Scott creeped me out last night..that freak. Ok, first, I don't like this guy either and last night like always he begs me to get on cam so being the nice girl that I am got on it and we were chatting all nice and out of nowhere he says I want to tickle you and spank you....ewwww wtf? I told him dude you just creeped me out. He goes oh sorry. What was that? I felt so violated. Then he goes on to say I bet you can be sexy if you tried. I'm not sexy already? Then he says u were? Were? Yeah, you're not right now you're just cute. Thanks for insulting me Scott! I think he needs to stop trying to give compliments or what ever it was he was doing. He has this thing were people should think like him and if you don't you're "blind"..moron! post comment

[16 Jun 2005|07:54pm] [ mood | lazy ] NOT GUILTY x10!!! I know the whole thing happened two days ago but I'm just so happy he was found not guilty. I had no decision made if I thought he was guilty or not. As much as a fan I am of his I don't know what he does behind close doors with these boys but I hope he's not dumb enough to do something like that. When I heard they were going to announce the verdict my heart jump. I went downstairs to tell me grandma cause she wanted to hear about it. She was so much on MJ's side it was cute. Both grandma and I got so anxious that she had to go get a peach to chew on and my stomach got upset and I could not for no reason sit still. When they started reading the verdicts and with the first not guilty we both clapped and then with then rest of the not guilties I wanted to cry. I just hope that he learns from this and decides to act like a 46 yr old man. Added some new pics to the gallery so go check them out. Someone got into my ebay account and put a John Deer tracter for sale. That's not even the first time something was put up that I didn't do myself. How they even figured out my password is beyond me. I had to go in and change my ebay and email password. That kinda scary to think that someone can do that. You never know what else they can get into. I went shopping today with grandma and mom and found some cute underwear with the Peanuts gang on them. Sooo cute, had to get them. I'm going to cut this short because I have to go do some things.. Luvs & Hugs <3 post comment

[12 Jun 2005|12:02am] [ mood | calm ] My dad finally came by after like a month of saying he was but kept bailing. He had called earlier in the week and my grandma had answered the phone I told him that was upset cause he hadn't come over. He usually comes over here because he doesn't want me or my sister to go over there cause he lives with this guy from church and I guess he doesn't feel comfortable with that. Not that his roomie is going to do anything to us. When I had talked to him I asked how come he hadn't come by and he just said that he had been working a lot, even on Saturdays now. I was starting to think that I had did something wrong that he didn't want to be around me or something. He didn't stay that long, we went to get some water. We filled two of our 5 gallon things and got a 24 pack of Pepsi. I was dying for some pepsi. Then we just chilled out here and watch Back 2 the Future..love that movie. He was tired from working so he went home. That was pretty much my day except from watching Pat, Bubba and Justin to the lawn. Good job boys!! :D My allergies are finally going away. Thank you Jesus!! Now I can go sit outside and get some sun without sneezing and having to blow my nose every 2 minutes. I moved my furniture around in here..all my myself! :mad: I asked brother to help but he gave excusses and I asked my dad which he said he would help but didn't show up and I had taken things apart and put them in my room but like I said, he didn't show up. I was so sore the next day. My dad told me it was good exercise for me. HA! It actually was but it wasn't the easiest thing to do. I'll take picutres of this room and put them up in the gallery. I'm getting sleepy. Luv & Hugs <3 post comment

[31 May 2005|02:05pm] [ mood | happy ] So my b-day was on Monday but had a small party yesterday. Had my family over and a few friends. Had some dinner and cake and ice cream. My dad bought this reeaally good cake. Instead of frosting it was cover with whipped cream which I like better than frosting and in the middle was strawberry. It was just yum. We Hung around and talked and stuff, then we ended up watching The Contender only because my dad and Jazz was into that show. I had seen it a couple times but never really got into it but we all started yellin at the tv like they could hear us. It was good times. I got some candy, a CD, lots of money and some shoes. I have no vcr, dvd player and I’m stuck with some sucky computer speakers. I sold my old stuff on ebay for some new..stuff. I’m getting a 6 piece logitech computer speakers that put out 120 watts compared to my 30 watts speakers that I had and i’m getting vcr/dvd combo which I should be getting by tomorrow..sooo happy! I have found two of my favorite things from the 80’s on emule to download. All the episodes of He-Man and the movie Space Camp. I watched that movie when I was a kid about a million times and I wanted so bad to go to space camp and see the shuttle. I was just very intrigued with the look of the shuttle. I thought it was the greatest looking thing that I had ever seen. After a while I just kinda forgot about the whole thing and then some how I came across it looking at DVDs on Amazon so I figured just for the heck of it I’d check emule to see if it was on there so I can download it and there it was. I’ve watched it like 10 times since I burned it and now I’m all into the space shuttle again. I bought me a model of one that’s 19 inches long. I don’t know what i’ll do with it when I’m done with it though. So was everyone’s Memorial Day? I went to the cemetary with my mom, sister and grandma to see both my Papa’s graves. They’re both buried at the same cemetary. I cried the night before going. Just thinking about how I can never see him again and I can’t hug him or tell him I love him anymore. My sister layed on top of his grave to see if she could hear him. We all knew she couldn’t..my grandma joke that we should have put his cell phone in the coffin with him so we can call him if we had any questions for him. Then we went to Meryvn’s where I got this.. How cute is that? I love Tinker Bell and when I saw it, I had to have it. Here’s the shoes that I got that I said I would show too I’m cramping like crazy. I’ll some new pics up later. post comment

[09 May 2005|08:01pm] [ mood | annoyed ] I have some complete nut jobs in my family. My grandma’s sister has a serious attitude problem, loves to pick fights. She came over the other day to take my uncle Alex some where and my grandma wasn’t home so she thought she had the liberty to come in the house and be disrespectful. She has this big problem with for some reason. This woman knows nothing about me or what I do and what goes on in this house. She thinks I’m sitting here being lazy, spending my grandma’s money. The only reason why I’m not working right now is because of school and I’m not in desperate need of money right now and the last thing I would do is spend my grandma’s. I would not feel right doing that. So anyway, she comes into the house and asked if my grandma has left a check there for her, I guess she was supposed to lend my uncle $500 for something and I talked to her about since I help out paying bills..just helping keep up her finances, I told her that my grandma didn’t have that kind of money like that to lend and I swear her eyes turn red and she, very hatefully, says “well that’s none of your business! Whether or not she has she can get it! You need to get a job little girl!” That got me so heated but I knew better than to start a worthless arguement with someone who’s just looking for one. Now that I think about it, I should have stood up for myself and said something to her. No one has any right to come into my house and disrespect me. Nothing I can do about it now but wait until next time. My poor brother has been very sick. He’s been throwing up a lot so he’s been getting lots of test done on him. They were thinking it was his gallbladder but if I heard right they said it wasn’t so now he has to get more test done and they might even have to operate on him. I’m kinda scared and worried about it all..that something’s going to be seriously wrong with him but I know God has him in his hands and that he’ll take care of him. All I can do is pray for him. Did some shopping Saturday and got me some cute adidas for like 35 bucks. Couldn’t pass that up..and a this cute military style hat. I’ll post some pics of them when I can find my digital cam. I have no idea what I did with it. Luvs & Hugs <3 post comment

[28 Apr 2005|02:53pm] [ mood | nauseated ] I’m feeling so blah right now. My allergies are driving me crazy. I’m constantly blowing my nose and sneezing and it’ll last for like 2 months. I don’t like taking pills so I never to for it. I’m a tough girl, I can handle the snot! The weather has been up and down for a couples weeks. We’ll nice weather for a couples days then it’ll rain another couple. It’s getting really annoying let me tell you. I wish we would get nice weather for more than two days straight. As much as I love the rain and cold weather, I’m so ready for warm weather. Spring like weather more like, I’m not too crazy about summer and the 100 degree weather. I think I used the word weather too much now. AOL is working on a new AIM client called Triton. Which you can read more about here I wouldn’t advise anyone to download it as it is in early and it’s very buggin. I couldn’t get it to run most the time. I can’t wait for AOL to release it though. I hope this will be better than what they’ve been releasing. I have a some old obsessions coming back…Selena and Xena. Xena?..yeah. I was a huge fan of the show and I even bought a collectors sword. I wanted to get an exact replica but they were like $500. I was looking through some old videos and I had a bunch of episodes recorded and I sat there and watching everyone of them then I saw Lucy Lawless Sunday on tv movie ‘Locust’. I was so happy to her doing something. I so want all the seasons on DVD. They’re on my Amazon wishlist *hint hint* As for my Selena obsession..I became a fan of hers after seeing the movie. I saw in the pennysaver this woman who was selling a bunch of memorablia and I she came over and I got me a hat, shirt and 2 CDs. I was constantly listening to her music and singing her songs, even though I probably didn’t know all the words(I don’t speak a lot of spanish). Then on tv last month they had this big 10 yr anniversary thing for her and they had all these singers singing her songs, most sucked at it, then AOL on they’re radio thing has this all Selena station and that’s all I’m listening to. Nothing really going on in my personal life to write about so I’m out post comment

[05 Apr 2005|02:00pm] [ mood | chipper ] I talked to Jimmy on the phone yesterday. He's helping my parents refinance their house or something. My fam came over yesterday and he happened to call me dad while he was here. He handed me the phone, I had no idea who was on it and I got on and said "hello?" and he said "hi Laurie!" sounding all happy to talk to me. I asked who it was and he was like "Jimmy! I haven't forgotten your voice" or something like that. We just talked about what we've been doing since we last talk to each other which was almost two years ago. I had to give my dad back his phone with a big smile on my face and my sister asked if it was that really cute guy who liked me and we started to talk about him while he was still on the phone with my dad and I didn't think about til later that he could have heard us talking about him..oops. A friend of the family's found my website. I think I had a link somewhere and he came across it. No one knows I have expect a few friends and random people from online come across which is the point since they don't really know me. It's not like I'm naked on it or talking bad about my family but its something I wanted to have for myself. I hope he didn't go and tell anyone I have it. So I took it down and get a new domain name, I just don't know what to name it. Grandma and I went to walmart the other day and bought use an exercise bike. I've been wanted to get a treadmill but we really don't have anyone to put it so we figured we'd get something smaller. With my grandma being diabetic it's good for her to be getting some kind of exercise. My mom and sister was here a couple days ago and were talking about how good my grandma has been doing with keeping her blood sugar good and we were talking about how it's good for her to eat healthy and exercise and she said "oh, I get exercise, I walk around the house." Getting up from the couch to the kitchen or to the bathroom isn't exercise nana! That was the funniest thing ever. I need to get myself back in shape. Yes, I'm thin but it doesn't mean I'm in shape. I've been doing pushups and situps before I go to bed. When I'm not too tired to anyway. I just hope I don't get discouraged like I usually cause it looks like nothing is happening but I don't know I have to do it more then a couple weeks to see anything. I'm getting payed to fix up someone's website. YAY! post comment

[02 Jan 2005|03:32pm] [ mood | hungry ] First off.. Happy New Year!! I've been missing my grandpa like crazy lately. I was cleaning out my desk drawer and I have this newsletter that my mom sent out for her ministry with a little article my dad wrote about my grandpa after he died. I read it and just started crying. Anyway, its been raining none stop here for a week straight and I'm loving it. The only thing that sucks about is I don't like driving in the rain so I haven't really gone anywhere. I've been slowly getting back into He-Man lately like I was when I was a kid. I've been trying to find all the episodes to download so I can burn them and watch them. I'm not too into it where I want to buy the action figures yet but I doubt I would anyway. You know what? I'm really hungry and I have some tostadas waiting for me so I'll write more later. post comment

[26 Nov 2004|09:00pm] [ mood | relaxed ] First Thanksgiving without Papa :( That was just odd for him not to be there and say a prayer before we ate. No one said anything about it but it was constantly on my mind. There was a few time I wanted to cry but I didn't want to make anyone else sad about it. Then there's going to be Christmas without him which I think will be even harder to deal with since he was the one that sat us down and read about the birth of Jesus before we opened our gifts. Most likely it'll be my dad who will take over that role. My grandma doesn't even want to go Christmas shopping, she said it's too sad which I don't blame her cause it was usually her and grandpa doing it together but then she told me I can do it for her if I want. I wouldn't mind do it either. Her and I were sittin watching tv and out of no where she says "I wish your papa would walk in" :( Broke my heart. Anyway, my Thanksgiving was good though. Had me lots of stuffing and ham. Those are my favorite out of everything. Had everyone over at my parents house including Pat, Jazz and her mom and sister. This girl Lexy who was staying at my parents house because she got pregnant and couldn't stay where she was because it was her ex's mom's house so she was living with the fam. She should have been there but she went back to visit someone there and this guy JR who lives there bashed in her car windows and told her she better not go back to my parents house or he'll have someone do a drive by there. This guy is a freakin nutcase. He beats up on his gfs one who was Vanessa, a girl who my brother is head over heels for. This guy just has to have control over everyone for someone reason. I've never know anyone to have so much anger. Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving and weekend. post comment

Ta-Da! [29 Oct 2004|01:51pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Made a new LJ. I didn't want to go back to the one I had..old memories and things and I just didn't feel right using that one again. If anyone comes across this feel free to add me, just let me know. I've been busy doing...nothing. I need to find myself a job or get back into school. I wasn't working because of school and school became my last pirority when my grandpa got real sick. I had to be here to help take care of him and things around the house. I was doing all the driving and taking my grandma were ever she needed to go since my grandpa couldn't anymore and yet it was hard to do that cause we couldn't really leave my grandpa here by himself. Now that he's gone its time to get back to things I was doing. I don't even think I want to do graphic design anymore, that's what I was going to school for the first time. Something else for me to think about now. Maybe for like game design..something with computers anyway. I'm not sure how often I'll update because I still have my other site to update. post comment

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